Seeing my baby moving around in my tummy and watch its tiny little heart beat made me the happiest I have ever been. I love my little peanut sooo much already.
Been a long time since I posted anything but I’m in some need of venting…. So I’m pregnant and been with my boyfriend for almost two years. I never had this much trouble trusting him til recently…. And we live together! I feel like that should have eased the trust issues. But it doesn’t really when I feel like he hides shit on his phone. He goes thru mine no problem… When I touch his I’m snooping. It’s crazy. Idk if I’m taking it so seriously cause of my pregnancy hormones or what… But I’m just getting tired of it. That and all the empty promises. All I ask is for some alone time. Which I never get unless he wants sex or just to sleep. Besides that our roommate, who I hate, is always around. Our roommate doesn’t do shit but spend his money on drugs and cigarettes and besides that he mooches off us. He lied and told us he never missed a rent payment… The landlord told us the truth about that. He hasn’t paid since January. He also lied to us about price of rent and made our portion higher then the total is! What kind of bullshit is that? He’s a bad influence on my boyfriend, a liar, a mooch, a lowlife piece of shit, and an immature asshole. Honestly, a lot if my problems with my boyfriend root from that kid…. But my boyfriend won’t say anything cause he thinks well get kicked out…. At this point idgaf. We r the only ones paying anyway. Might as well just get our own place all together. Ughhh
my love <3